March 2011
Something's missing.
Guys, it it wrong to miss Jowel? is it wrong to still have some guy that turned into a complete asshole in my mind all the time? I mean, this guy was my bestfriend.. and he just left out of no where, it’s like I don’t even know him anymore because he doesn’t even talk to me. Is it wrong to still think that he’s mine every time I wake up in the morning? I need help, I...
"What if she's using you as a rebound" "She seems...
Those words will haunt me forever, I don’t know what to think about myself anymore..
Don't hide yourself in regret, Just love yourself...
I don't even know who you are anymore, you sure...
Single life is straight gud (y)
It's been weeks,
But it still feels like your mine? Isn’t that wrong? fuck man.
I feel empty.
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I'm insecure about my singing voice.
I'm growing strong, and independent.
But the independent always need someone there along the way, they can’t do it all alone.
I'm trying my hardest to cope with myself..
I remember it all, every insult and every tear.
The worst feeling ever is not knowing whether to...
The Lord is my savior.
Oh. I'm sorry, it's not my fault you kill my...
I'm learning to cope with myself,
And hopefully, these harmful things you’re doing is helping you realize what you’ve lost.
Hm.
Lately, people have been telling me that i’m strong or that i’m real. Honestly, it’s not easy to keep that up. It kinda puts a smile on my face for someone to say that to me, considering I don’t try to be real. It just happens. My motto for life is “It doesn’t even matter what people think of you, it doesn’t matter what people want from you. Because one...
I don't live to please people, but to please...
Deep within' my thoughts.
I can’t stop thinking, infact I’m over thinking. All I really need to do is get over you. I need to stop thinking about you. I need everything to just stop, and I need time to myself. I need to be away from you in the next month. God damn. It’s time though. It’s time for me to let you go. I’m ALWAYS gonna like you, you’re something like no other. But it’s...
Second chances.
I prayed for this, a second chance. I think this was God’s way of telling me that this fight isn’t over yet. & Our story isn’t either. I’m so convinced that you have no feelings for me. But I’m still fighting.
I hate when people talk.
Please realize what you're doing.
kchrin:
You think it’s harmless, but it’s killing her. I hate seeing her hurt especially cos of you. I honestly hope the guilt eats away at you, and I hope it kills you inside when you finally realize how much you’re hurting her. You have a lot of balls to be doing this type of shit to her.
If you don’t feel bad for what you’re doing to her, I promise that I won’t feel bad for what I’m about to...
Don't ever tell me God doesn't exist,
Because he just answered one of my prayers.
I know this didn't happen for the right thing &...
I Lo-Like you..
I’m stay strong for you, but honestly.. I can’t stand this distance from you! I’m dying & I just need for you to realize what you’re doing to me. I just need for you to realize how much you mean to me. I just need your understanding.. Please?
it's been months, days..
rceemaliwanag:
& i’m still here waiting patiently.
I've patched up my shell,
& It’s pretty strong this time.
I'd love to see myself from a boy's perspective.