February 2011
I just noticed I've never been anyones Valentine..
January 2011
I keep getting distracted. When's Pretty Little...
I needa rush all this work so I can watch it..
I lay here wondering if it's worth it.
I try to be your friend, but you’re still hurt. And I know if I end up leaving you’ll be more hurt. But what else can I do. You’re causing me pain. You don’t own me anymore, I’m free to like who I wanna like. I have small feelings for you. But that doesn’t mean it’s enough to go back to you, you can’t have me anymore. It’s done and over with....
I love knowing my broski's are there for me.
Broke down crying infront of them. A few hugged me & shit. I love them so much. I don’t know what I’d do without them <3
People care for you,
It’s just you push the ones that care most away from you.
I understand exactly how much you're hurting.
And I’m sorry for that. But would you rather have me lead you on by telling you that I don’t like anyone? I’m sorry, but I’m tired of lying and saying I don’t like anyone. Because I do. I’m sorry, i don’t know what else I can do. You can leave if you want. It’s your decision.
Valentine heart candies :3
Here’s the story, My friend Jesse had these Valentine heart candies and it had printing on it. He handed one to my friend Jowel and it said “Be mine.” Then Jowel threw it at me.
*I find three candies..*
It says: “Will you..” “Be mine” “Forever”
*Jowel throws another one at me*
It says: “Yes”
I don’t know why, but I found...
I hate hearing your name.
Everytime I hear your name, I feel like I want to punch a wall. For every single pain you’ve caused my heart, All i’ve done for you. I’ve done so much for you and you return the favor by leaving. I guess that’s your thing. Pushing people away.
This isn't surprising.
You’re only bullshitting yourself. Stop, breath & realize what’s right on front of you. Stop thinking about age & whatnot.
There's no point in looking back,
Looking back at the past isn’t gonna help you in the present.
I'm your average fuck up.
Hello, I’m 14 years old and my name’s Kaithlyn Jane C. Dayao. I’m full filipino, and I have your average filipino parents. The ones that care most about your grades. They expect me to be perfect, but really i’m not. I fuck up all my grades, my average right now is like 60% But I really can’t do anything about it. I don’t do all my homework, and I don’t...
I haven't even been posting much lately.. negh.
01.17.11
It’s the 17th day of 2011. These days have been somewhat good to me so far. But the moment I get home, that’s why I crash. I’ve been going through a ruff path at the moment, and I just don’t know who to turn to. But yea, other than that. Life’s been decent. Not the greatest, but by far the most memorable. :3 I hope y’all are enjoying 2011. :3
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Daily routine;
It’s the same thing over and over again. I can’t stand the fact that my day is just a fricking repeat all the time! Especially one thing, holding things bottled up, then reaching my breaking point.
Can't be friends (8)
This song explains everything. I keep sitting here, hoping I’d get another chance, knowing I probably wouldn’t get one. Meanwhile, I know you still think about me. I know you still care, and you’ve told me so many times you’ve told me you’d still be here for me. But look at you, do you ever have time for me? No you don’t. All the time I wish that I never met...
*Phone rings*
# Irene Ante.
Me: Hello?
Ishalee: Hello? Ateh?
Me: Yes..?
Ishalee: What are you doing?
Me: Nothing, what are you doing?
Ishalee: Watching tv :3
Me: Aw. Okay..
Ishalee: KAIN NA! :3 (Eat now in Tagalog)
Me: Aw, Omg..
*Tita takes the phone.*
Tita: I was on the phone with your mom kanina, Then she was like "I wanna talk to ateh! Where's Ate." So then I called your phone. LOL.
Me: Omg.. whatta cutie. Can you guys come over?
Tita: No, Tito has work..
Me: FINE THEN ):<
I fricking love Ishalee
I feel empty.
Have you ever had that feeling where you’re not happy, sad or either mad. That feeling where it feels like something’s missing in your life. It feels as if i’ve been betrayed. Like someone who said who’d be there left. Oh wait. He did leave. I miss my so called “Bestfriend”. It just seems like he picked up and left. Like he does all the time. But whatever,
...
Confession 001.
I’ve fallen for one of my bestfriends.
I'll never forget this moment ..
Katya : Do you know who i'm IN LOVE with ?
Me : _______ , NO DRAKE .. WAIT WHUT ?!
Katya : Did you just say ________ ?
Me : Awuh shiet .. I'm so out of it .
Katya : No kidding katie-lynn spayao .. You've got it bad for him don't you ?
Me : You don't even know katya , ________'s never out of my mind .. I can barely concentrate in class because I can't stop thinking about him .. The smallest things remind me of him & I'm sick and tired of it .
I hate liking a guy so much that when my friend says the word "love" his name automatically comes out ..
>I REMEMBER THIS LIKE THIS WAS YESTERDAY. HOLY SHIT. UGH. FUCK. A;SLDKFJA;LSDKFJA;LSDKJFL;ASDFKJL;ASKDFJ. WHY DID I LOVE YOU. GROSS.
Memories. I wrote this on July 16th, 2011.
It’s surprising how much I’ve been through with you. I’m sick and tired of your bullshit now though. Have a fun life. I’ll be living life to the fullest while you live with regrets. I wrote this in my old private tumblr. Gah. What fucking memories.
Dear you,
I’ve been talking to you for about 3 months now , and i’m closer to you than ever . There’s just one little...
Now my kingdom awaits, and they have forgiven my...
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