August 2010
She knows what you like the most cause she...
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The greatest memories are the memories that will...
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The things that seem so simple ,
Suddenly seems so far out of reach .
Would it be stupid if ...
I wished to replay one mistake over and over again ? just to learn that i did the right thing @ the wrong time ?
DAY 02 - One girl who means alot to you.
My ina (grandma)
she means so much to me , because she’s been there for me . whenever i needed her there . she was the only one to stop mig from hitting me , and the only one to stop my parents from fighting .. i need her back now ):
DAY 01 - One guy who means alot to you.
one of my very good friends .
he’ll know who he is if he reads this .
ever since the first day we started talking he’s been there for me . whenever I was down he’d find a way to just cheer me up . i haven’t really met someone who could cheer me up so fast . i’ve never gotten along with someone so well . we used to talk for like 3 hours straight w/o our convo dying...
Face it, we've drifted apart. We don't have...
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wow , what a dramatic night .
i’m pretty sure this isn’t the end of it , there will be WAY more then where we left off . but like I said , i’m fighting for this friendship whether you like it or not . no seriously . ima be like a boomerang . LOL . throw me away i’ll come flying back .
ew . that was weird to say . LOLOL .
Maybe moving on is the only way to save a...
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1 . Quit basketball . even though it was only for a year or so .
2 . Slack off in grade 6 .
3 . Not sign up for track . LOL .
4 . Audition for wizard of oz . LOLOL .
5 . Mess up my sleeping pattern .
6 . Make that decision of not going to the phil last year .
I'm at the point where ,
I’m trying to fix things but , at the same time fixing it is just to much for me to deal with .
I'm what people call ,
A teenager . One that doesn’t know what she’s doing yet . The one that’s learning from their own mistakes . Growing up indepentanly . And just hurting the one’s that she loves most ..
But honestly , You can’t blame me for growing up .
omfg . summer's coming to an end . fuck . LOL .
I still haven’t partied hard yet . fuck .
I just realized ..
Because of you , i’m the person I am today .. you’re the reason why I act like this . LOL . I miss talking to you . -_-“
hm ,
I always find away to push away the ones closer to me . The ones that mean most to me . I don’t do it on purpose , But it always happens . I lose that close friend that just meant the world to you @ one point . or the friend that you’d say that you’d be there for when they needed someone there .
i can honestly say , a few month ago . i never expected all of this shit happening ....
You fucked up bad ..
Your starting to fuck things up real bad atm , I don’t get why you’re only telling me this now .. You had what ? Like 3-4 fucking months to tell me this & you choose to tell me now ? When I don’t even bother talking to you anymore .. You fucked up bad & you honestly lost your chance . You seriously should’ve told me before ..
& next time you confess...
Yeah , You're not perfect .
But is anyone really perfect ?
My dudes, don't promise your girl anything ..
theaverageunhappyasianman:
mralldatshit:
Especially if you can’t keep that promise. There’s nothing worse than breaking a promise and making a stupid excuse for it .. REALTALKS
My dudes, never let your girl go to bed mad ..
theaverageunhappyasianman:
pmagnaye:
mralldatshit:
Just ‘cause its a new day doesn’t mean she’ll forget what happened the night before .. REALTALKS
expectations .
sometimes there are days when i expect to much from people . today i’m just expecting to much from everyone .
I guess maybe it's time to make things right for a...
It’s been to months this fight has been pointless and holding a grudge won’t really do anything . I might as well just stop this pointless fight and just give up .
movies with jessica later ? possibly .
first impressions .
i’m very judgmental about people . especially if i barely know them . if i randomly meet you , or if i just see you there’s a 100% chance i have thoughts about you in my head . yes , i understand it’s not cool to judge people . but i just do . it’s a force of habit . it’s not like no one else does it .
You don't understand how much i'm trying ,
Yet , i’m never good enough . no matter how hard i try . i always end up failing . and when i try complaining to someone . they never understand why i feel so down about it . it’s because i failed yet again . even though i tried my hardest . and after i fail . it feels like i wasted my time .
*facepalm*
Yo man . I get the fact that you people wanna see people from tumblr . but a tumblr university ? i bet you anything you people wouldn’t even have the effing NERVE to say hi to one of the people that you’re following that’s a complete stranger . let’s all face it . it’d be so cool if we knew eachother .
but a school is just pointless . go meet up somewhere if you...
just because you can't have your way ,
doesn’t mean your parents hate you . i get this from you all the time “my parents hate me , i don’t feel welcome in my house” if they hated you and didn’t want you , you’d probably be dead right now wouldn’t you ? that’s what i thought . like think about it . i’m the type of girl with the over protective dad that won’t let me go out...
It's not what you do or say when your with her....
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unknownthoughts: I miss having a boyfriend . →
I’d prefer to have a boyfriend that will ..
Real talk me , NOT Sweet talk .. Unless he actually means it .
Accept my flaws .
Give up a few hours without gaming .. so they could talk to me .
Stay up late to talk otpw/ me , no matter how tired he is .
Spend a day with me whether it’s walking…
this is so old ! omg omg omg .
repost ; what happened to us .
These last few minutes I took the time to look through most of my contacts on msn and somewhat remember a moment we had or how we met . I realized that most of those people I used to be so close with saying that i’d talk to them FOREVER . What happened to that forever huh ? Through out the years i’ve met so much different people guys and girls . All with one great memory . But looking back...
My dream has become reality , And reality's a...
For most of my childhood i’ve been waiting and waiting to just grow up already . Thinking that being a grown up was EVERYTHING . That grown ups could do whatever I want . Now I realize that my dream has become a nightmare . Now my real dream was my reality before .
And I just wanna go back . But it’s to late now .
I'm probably not the best one out there. I have a...
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repost .
DAY 09 - YOUR CRUSH .
Hm , What can I say about my crush boyfriend .
I’ve known him for about 3 years . I liked him ever since grade six when I was an annoying little girl . LOL . I remember how much I liked him . I’d msg him everyday to the point when he’d msg me back . I’m pretty sure I was the one girl that annoyed him the most @ that time . I remember constantly asking him to dances & to...
My middle years .
repost from old tumblr .
Year one - Everyone knows it’s hard to go to a new school and starting all over again . being the newbies of the school . getting watched and judged as you walk down the halls . older kids laughing at you & not wanting you there with them . we all know being the youngest of the school is the most hated grade . I remember waking into the school for the first time . not...
this is my new tumblr .
i started a new tumblr because i got tired of my old one . even though i finally reached 250 followers . i don’t really care anymore . i’m starting over . and i hope i remember tumblr how it was before when not alot of people had tumblr . i’m only going to follow people that have good posts .
don’t expect follow backs . unless i know you . or your posts are worth reading...